There are lots of this writing that echoes my experience of MS, but I find myself really liking the line, being buzzed by a Heron.. it's like I can feel it, too
So glad to hear that heron fly-by is so vivid for you too! And yes, I have a feeling that yes/no fuzziness has a lot to do with chronic illness, however it manifests ❤️
Love this post Cathi, can relate a lot. I find myself longing more and more for freedom, a chance to just be me, not responding always to the needs of others. I’ve been so bad at saying no…until now, in my mid 50’s when life suddenly feels shorter and harder at times…but also full of opportunities. A turning inwards towards the self, listening more to that voice inside. We have a heron that comes to sit by our pond in the hope that it can steal a fish (under netting!) - and the sense of freedom as it takes off is both mysterious and beautiful. Very much how I like to see us women of a certain age (although you’re much younger than me). I hope you’re managing to find moments of freedom from the bind of Parkinson’s, and moments of strength to say ‘no’ and really listen in to your inner voice. Much love. Xx
Hello Sally ❤️ I’m of a similar age to you, I think it’s part of the journey we have to travel! Definitely a ‘turning inwards’. I love that you have a heron friend even if he does thieve your fish! Much love back to you and your family 💖
There are lots of this writing that echoes my experience of MS, but I find myself really liking the line, being buzzed by a Heron.. it's like I can feel it, too
So glad to hear that heron fly-by is so vivid for you too! And yes, I have a feeling that yes/no fuzziness has a lot to do with chronic illness, however it manifests ❤️
Love this post Cathi, can relate a lot. I find myself longing more and more for freedom, a chance to just be me, not responding always to the needs of others. I’ve been so bad at saying no…until now, in my mid 50’s when life suddenly feels shorter and harder at times…but also full of opportunities. A turning inwards towards the self, listening more to that voice inside. We have a heron that comes to sit by our pond in the hope that it can steal a fish (under netting!) - and the sense of freedom as it takes off is both mysterious and beautiful. Very much how I like to see us women of a certain age (although you’re much younger than me). I hope you’re managing to find moments of freedom from the bind of Parkinson’s, and moments of strength to say ‘no’ and really listen in to your inner voice. Much love. Xx
Hello Sally ❤️ I’m of a similar age to you, I think it’s part of the journey we have to travel! Definitely a ‘turning inwards’. I love that you have a heron friend even if he does thieve your fish! Much love back to you and your family 💖